It seems as if I have spent my entire life being dissatisfied. Most addicts I know are. It takes being vigilant in our program of recovery and a solid relationship with God to accept things just the way they are. No matter what or how much I have I always seem to want more. I set goals for myself and as soon as I reach that goal I am unhappy with what I have and set my sights on something else.
I don't know if it has anything to do with being an addict or if it is human nature. I have a wonderful man but I want a better one. I have a great job, but I want one that brings more satisfaction. I got a new car in April and now it's time for another one. Why can't I ever just sit back and relax and accept what
I have?
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